And inside me, a strange desert was blooming. My tongue felt like a piece of suede. My lips were two slices of old parchment. But deeper than that, in the hollow behind my breastbone, there was a thirst that water couldn’t touch. A parchedness of the self. I had used up all my cool, green words. My laughter had turned to dust. Every memory felt like a photograph left too long in the sun—faded at the edges, curling inward.
I took the last good glass from the cupboard. Not plastic, not a mug. A real glass, thin and clear. I held it under the tap and waited ten minutes for a single inch of murky water to collect at the bottom. I lifted it to my lips. I did not drink. Parched
I remember the precise moment thirst stopped being a sensation and became a presence. And inside me, a strange desert was blooming