Muskaanein Jhooti Hai Now

It will fit too.

All of them.

Look at the waiter. He smiles as he hands me the bill. Hope you enjoyed everything, ma’am. His smile is a shield against rudeness, a toll he pays to keep his job. Look at the couple at the next table. She is smiling as he scrolls through his phone. Her smile says, I am fine. Her eyes say, See me. Muskaanein Jhooti Hai

It has to.

Tonight, in the rearview mirror, I watch my own face relax. The corners of my mouth fall. The forehead uncreases. The mask slides off and lands in my lap. And beneath it… there is nothing. No sadness, even. Just a deep, exhausted silence. The face of a soldier returning from a battle no one knew was being fought. It will fit too

We have weaponized the grin. We use it to say “I’m fine” when we are drowning. We use it to say “Congratulations” when we are burning with envy. We use it to say “I love you” when we are planning our exit. He smiles as he hands me the bill