Old Games

A small featured collection of some of my previous games. The most notable one being I Wanna Be The Boshy, which kickstarted all of Grynsoft. Its popularity brought Grynsoft's first original game Wings of Vi into the limelight.

Malayalam Film Pavada -

The film’s title object—the white shirt—is not merely a plot device; it is the film’s primary semiotic engine. The protagonist, Tomy (Kunchacko Boban), is introduced as a man in a state of undress, both literally and metaphorically. His search for a new white shirt to wear to a wedding becomes an odyssey of futility. In the symbolic order of Kerala’s middle-class society, the clean, white pavada (shirt) signifies respectability, employability, and ritual purity. It is the uniform of the functional man.

Boban’s performance is a study in controlled lethargy. He does not rage against the dying of the light; he simply turns over and goes back to sleep. This is the most terrifying portrait of depression in recent Malayalam cinema—not the dramatic breakdown, but the quiet, hilarious, and tragic inability to put on a shirt. Malayalam Film Pavada

Tomy’s inability to secure this shirt—through legal means (he lacks money) or illegal means (he is incompetent)—represents a total systemic rejection. Every time he attempts to buy one, the world conspires against him. The shirt becomes the Lacanian object petit a, the unattainable object of desire that structures his reality. By the end of the film, when he finally obtains a shirt, it is immediately stained, torn, or irrelevant. Pavada suggests that the modern male’s quest for dignity is a doomed errand; the “shirt” of social validation no longer fits the malformed body of the contemporary psyche. The film’s title object—the white shirt—is not merely

The Fabric of Failure: Deconstructing Masculinity and Post-Millennial Anomie in Pavada In the symbolic order of Kerala’s middle-class society,

Pavada is not a feel-good film, nor is it a tragedy. It is a requiem for a specific kind of Malayali masculinity that emerged in the post-liberalization, post-diaspora era. It tells us that the son of a generation that went to the Gulf and returned with gold has nothing left to strive for except a clean white shirt—and even that is too much.

However, the film performs a subtle subversion here. In the absence of the father (a classic patriarchal figure who is notably absent or impotent), these male friendships become a space of radical, albeit pathetic, empathy. They do not judge Tomy for wanting a shirt; they join him in the absurd quest. This brotherhood is the film’s only genuine emotional core. It suggests that while the symbols of traditional masculinity (job, shirt, marriage) have decayed, the need for male intimacy has not. Pavada is a hangout movie precisely because hanging out is the only victory left.