And then he would turn off his phone, close his eyes, and try very, very hard to deserve it.
His hands shook. He didn't bother hiding it.
"No. You just omitted the part about the loan sharks calling your mother's hospital room." She handed him a manila envelope. Inside: photographs of his apartment door. His university ID. His mother's bed on the fourth floor of Asan Medical Center. "I have conditions, Jae-won. Not requests."
"You're taller than your photos," she said. "That's good. Liars bore me."
A black Genesis G90 pulled up to the curb at exactly 3:00. The windows were tinted so dark he couldn't see inside. The back door opened on its own.
He remembered the date because it was the day his mother was discharged from the hospital. He'd gone to pick her up, taken her to a small gimbap restaurant near the station, watched her eat for the first time without a feeding tube. When he returned to Hannam-dong, his phone had twelve missed calls. All from Hae-sook.
He was a ghost. And she was trying to keep him alive by making him wear her dead son's face. He stayed. Not because of the money anymore—though the money was still there, a thick blanket over the cold floor of his existence. He stayed because when she fell asleep on that white sofa, her head almost touching his shoulder, her breath shallow and uneven, she looked like his own mother. The same exhaustion. The same fear. The same love, twisted into something sharp and unrecognizable.
